It’s almost 4AM and the question comes to mind…. why am I still up? Personally, it’s getting more and more frustrating that I can’t seem to shutdown and go to bed at a logical time. You know, a time that allows me to interact with the rest of the world. I could easily do all the work that I currently do at night, after getting up earlier in the morning. And would my business really fall apart if I didn’t work 20 hours a day? I guess I just don’t know. I do know that if I could become more efficient with my time, I could get as much done in say 18 hours. Then I could go to bed at the early time of 1 or 2am, get up at 8am and have the whole day in front of me. What a freaking concept. I hate this! I guess I need to do a Dr. Phil and figure out “what I’m getting out of this”, so I can quit it once and for all.

Of course the real pain is that now I’ll go to bed and lie there staring at nothing for at least an hour before my brain will shut up enough to allow me to sleep.

Anyway, at least no one reads this thing. I guess talking to myself works better when I type…. annoys less people anyway.

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